Now I'm already 176. I'm freaking out. I worked so hard to lose the weight and keep it off for so many years. Obviously I knew I'm going to gain throughout pregnancy but just seeing the numbers and feeling my clothes get tighter puts tears in my eyes (thanks, hormones). I've been pretty active (I've been lucky with little to no nausea - don't hate me) and trying to eat ok, but being hungry all the time over the holidays isn't helpful. 

Am I the only one who's gained a bunch already? I'm so disappointed with myself. I'm scared to get back up so close to where I came from so long ago and worked so hard to keep it off.