When u can't even smile and u haven't smile since last week Friday nothing but jus tear so much everyday 😭😭😭

Jocelyn β€’ 20 /Born NY/NY-NJ/NJ-PA/ Proud mama to my son KhaledπŸ‘ΆπŸ½ Engaged since 3/10/18 πŸ’on my son birthday he propose πŸ€­πŸ€—
I pray to God for a new beginning for a joy of happiness but I don't get it i guess it's to late ..They say it's never to late for anything but I give up ..I live with my boyfriend and I don't get the love I want cause we don't talk like that he shows love to my son in my stomach & talks to him but not me it's irritating me it hurts me so much cause when I try to smile only tears stroll down my face I cry everyday not one day I can smile..The only thing I wanna do is make him happy I want my family I always thought and dreamed of this what I wanted us to be happy with a baby I always wanted a baby with him tried since February and it never happen until the summer time and now that we got our miracle baby everything was going k but not now now he jus got tired of things ..but yeahhh everything jus went the opposite path all because he is mad cause of 1 thing ..It's hardddddd for me cause I love him and I don't want to go no where my heart ❀️ belongs to him I can't see myself with no one else or be with anybody cause I can't see him with no one as well it would jus drive me crazy insane ...Been dating him since I was 12 and I am in love with him he's my first but when I was that age it wasn't that serious  until a few years later..We been  together for 6 years but he says 2 cause we had some ups and downs but known him for 7 years ...I try not to cry but I can't help it they just burst out can't control it at all ..People said walk away especially my mom but when ur in love u can't when u love some one as much like that u can't walk away it's gonna be hard  I can't do it .Guys give me some advice cause I can't stop crying and I can't jus wait to my baby come out cause he is the only one who is keeping me strong right now πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ‘ΆπŸ½πŸ‘ΆπŸ½πŸ˜­πŸ‘£πŸ‘£πŸ‘£πŸ‘£πŸ‘£β€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈRainbow 🌈 BabyπŸ‘ΆπŸ½πŸ‘£πŸΌπŸ™πŸΌ

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