😭😭unwanted

I'm in tears AGAIN I just want to talk to someone and get this out of my mind. I'm always the one to get hurt:( no ones cares I'm the unwanted one for no reason. I love my friends and I think of them as family but now since my ex and I broke up it's like they choose him even tho him and I get along. I never get invited to things anymore and it hurts bc I feel betrayed by my bestfriend bc she's apart of this.. I rrly don't want to loose everyone but I can't end up crying on my bathroom floor again over this 😭 how could my New Year's eve get any worse 😞