New Years

It's a new year. My baby boy is due in March. I know I have so much to be grateful for, and should be so happy. But all I can do is cry. A year ago SO and I were so happy, he wanted to give me the world. But all day today (like most other days) he either ignored me or snapped at me, at 12:03am when I jokingly reminded him he hadn't given me a kiss he snapped that "what, do I have to give you a kiss everyday?" And when I said it's a New Years tradition, and reminded him that he wanted to kiss me last year he rolled his eyes. He said he has stuff bothering him but when I asked/said if it was something to do with me we needed to talk about it, he just ignored me and kept looking at his phone like always. I know he works so hard and is tired, and I hate thinking about "giving up on us", but I don't know how much longer I can keep on being unappreciated and feeling unloved. Sorry this is so emotional, like I said I know I do have things to be happy about, I just feel so alone right now.