two guys mixed feelings

Okay i dont want to sound like a hoe because im not but im stuck between two guys. A guy i text sometimes who always makes me smile and j only chilled with him once but when me and my boyfriend argue hes always there to make me feel better, and then theres my boyfriend who is faithful but he sometimes acts careless towards me, and thats what makes me miss the other guy ( who i never did anything with ) , my boyfriend i lost my virginity to thats why its alittle harder to let go but idk what to do. I love my boyfriend but i kinda like this guy, and this week im going to a party with my boyfriend and hes going to be there 😞