I can't take it anymore

My boyfriend ain't gonna text me back I minus well go back out with my ex or date my friend that I shoulda dated years ago cuz I am tired of getting hurt and used by my boyfriend we was all good til he moved away to another county and when he moved cuz his job moved in July and he been acting different I shoulda broke up with him when we started arguing months ago I love him but it's starting to make me just move on like what he is doing 🙄 I don't wanna feel like a hoe or anything I just don't wanna get hurt by him anymore