needing a testing/support buddy!

Carley
I need someone to be my testing buddy! AF due Friday 1/6. I took one test yesterday (11-12 DPO) which is below..and some people say they see it, some say there's nothing. I honestly have no idea what to think. I've been ttc for 11 months now and I'm tired of being crushed every month but I can't help but still test early wanting that BFP finally. I need someone to test with me and be each other's  support til we find out! I would love to go through this with someone who is going through the same and me be there for them too! 
Here's my test from yesterday with FMU. Pic was taken right at 3 min mark