Hello all..I am new to this app and thought it would be good to join considering it's been 9+ years since my last child..I have 2 children through <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> in my previous marriage ages 12 and 9..My current husband has a 16 year old son who also lives with us..After flip flopping back and forth,I have finally made up my mind to go for <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> again..I am 36 and also have a history of atrial fibrillation,if you aren't familiar with it,it's a heart rhythm disporder..I am so nervous about my age and if I will be ok pregnant with my heart issue..I am going to one of the greatest hospitals in Boston,Ma that has a fertility center..I have my first appt in March and I have a mix of emotions..it's been so long. My youngest is autistic and such a well behaved smart boy and he's my "baby". He is attached to my hip and That's one of the reasons I was flip flopping on having another..I don't want him to feel different..my older one does is own thing so he's ok with it..he wants me to have a girl this time. Anyone else ever go through this after so long and age wise?