I've just lost my baby 💔

Natalie
I had a misscarriage lastnight. This is my 2nd miscarriage in 5 months. We had a scan on Monday due to me having some brown spotting and they said everything was fine. Came  home and the spotting got worse turned red and started to lose clots. 
Heartbroken is not the word I feel like I've been beaten with a stick . Iam an emotional wreak . And can't help feeling like I will never be lucky enough to experience having my own baby and being a mother. 
I know lots of women have them and they are really common but I can't help feeling like I'm the only one in the world too. 
So devastated 💔😪
So many questions in my head! Feel like I've let everyone down again.Â