how I'm dealing...

So, I am 40+1 today and I'm not freaking out. At 38 weeks I started getting really excited to get this baby out and meet him. I've walked, tried sex, labor tea, spicy food, labor ball, acupressure points, squats, and I've had my membrane swept. So far nothing has worked and I really thought that I would be freaking out, but I'm not. So now, I've stopped googling "Ways to induce" and started enjoying the silence and sleep! I'm getting induced on 1/17 so if he isn't here by then, then that's when we get to meet him.