I'm pouring out my feelings to y'all

Destiny • You are all beautiful young woman and don't let anyone tell you different
Why is it so hard to move on.... I liked this guy and 3 times he's said he doesn't feel the same way and the last time he said we would never date because he had nothing in common but he's never asked anything about me.... But need down in my heart I feel like this is love I don't know but I told him I'll still be his friend because there's something about him that makes me stay... I feel like he's the one because he's always there for me with my work issues my school issues and my home issues he's always there and he really cares and it's like I can talk to him about anything I talk to him about my period and then I tell him how I'm being all types of harassed and he wants to fight the people who are doing it... And when we text he just stops and calls me and sometimes he will come to my job and we eat and hang out and it's like people say he's not the best looking guy but I don't look at that I look at what's in the heart and I really love it. But then the bad is he doesn't want to hang out and he doesn't like me and he's my type and I just there was something I could do