Could use some good vibes....

So after several months ttc, AF hasn't shown up yet (due today but I always start spotting the day before, always).... Super sore boobs, suddenly got really nauseous last night but have been cramping very lightly but almost continuously, which happens before AF just more intense... and not a damn pregnancy test in the house lol... I finally just gave up and refused to buy anymore. Needless to say hubs is getting one on his way home from work but I'll be at work 😕 praying af doesn't show and that this is finally my bfp... guess I won't know until tomorrow morning unless af shows before then. Trying not to get excited bc I feel like as soon as I do af will suddenly appear.