I talked to my OB today about wanting a c-section and I cried and cried. I was honestly trembling. She recommended I see a therapist about my anxieties around birth. But we didn't arrive at any conclusions, she said it's too early to make a decision, it's definitely an option and right for me to alleviate anxiety but she wants to discuss the risks with me first. And she thinks I may feel differently as I feel the baby kick or see the anatomy scan. Even after my conversation with her, I couldn't stop crying.