will it ever stop?...

Going through my second miscarriage and it's like it's never going to end. 9 days later and the bleeding still won't let up... I think it was like 2-2.5 weeks last time before it stopped but this one is seriously dragging. I just wanna be happy, as bad as it sounds I'm not grieving this loss the same way I did the first one. It's as if I almost expected it after having it happen before and I just want the bleeding to stop so it's not another everyday reminder.