I feel a weird sense of betrayal when friends say they're pregnant. It's bizarre. Just heard one of my best friends is 12 weeks pregnant, and all I can think is, I can't believe she's walking around with a tiny baby growing inside of her. As if she's joined this club without telling me, and I can't join in too no matter how desperately I want it. I'm so tired of these feelings. Oh well, at least they're almost all done (the pregnancy announcements). I'm definitely the last one standing .....😣