my disorder kills me inside

I have something called Trichotillomania, or the Hair pulling disorder. I specifically pull out my eyelashes and the worst thing about this is that i was doing so good because i wasn't stressed or anxious or anything and my eyelashes were almost 100% grown back but now today.... i looked after the last two major days of stress and they are almost all gone again. I do it consciously and subconsciously. I do it when they are extremely dry. I do it sometimes when i feel like somethings in my eye but the worst is when I'm stressed. I nonstop do it without much self control... no one helps me out either. I used to have beautiful butterfly lashes growing up and then i hit the junior high years, like 8th grade... I'm a senior in high school now and the valentine dance is in february and prom after that in may(?)... 

My parents think I'm crazy. They say i don't have a disorder and just need to stop. I dony know what to do anymore. I bought myself an anxiety cube but that doesn't come in until February 14th or march. 

Has anyone else suffered from this and does anyone have remedies to help eyelashes grow back healthier and stronger? 

These are pictures of now and then there are befores too under the 4 nows...

4 nows

4 befores