so stressed out

So I had a pimple on my face for the very first time in years as you can see through my wall ... I been in my house for days due to this ... I never had a pimple in my life so serious ... so I been bk in forth to the pharmacy buying all kinds of shit yes I'm cursing cuz I'm angry at this point between peroxide, honey 🍯, and now it popped leaving a scar so now I'm applying this on it to fade away the scaring this shit has me soooo pissed I'm bidding in my house literally,,, I don't know if I'm coming or going Idk what I did to any one to deserve this ...all these products I'm using it's just to much Idk wat to do any more &eve you guys have me buying so many products Idk any just stress on top of stress ..UGHHHHHHH!!!!