I've lately been feeling a little blue. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE my son, but sometimes I have this resentment towards him and my husband that I can never be my "old self" again. Mommy hood is definitely not all rainbows and unicorns and I realize that. I just feel really overwhelmed from it all sometimes. I've told my husband that it seems to me nothing really changed for him. My body, hormones, my entire life did a complete 180 since we had the baby. (He's in the military and we just moved to a new town and a lot of his friends here aren't married). Everything's easy for him since he can easily be friends with the people he works with, not have to worry about changes to his body and emotions. I'm just scared that one day I'm gonna snap.