trying to get back to normal

So I've been battling a miscarriage since Wednesday. I was 6 weeks pregnant. Today I passed the fetus. Im not feeling anything right now. Im not sad. Im not happy. Im not angry. I honestly just want this to be over with. It's been a long few days with cramping and bleeding and hospital visits. I just want my life to go back to normal. I wonder what it would have been like to be pregnant for 9 months or how it would've been to be a mom. I'm just so glad I have my bf with me because I don't know what I would do without him. He has been so strong and understanding. I love him so much. I just wish I knew how long this miscarriage would last. Hopefully here shortly I can go back to feeling normal. Sorry for the long post just needed to get it off my chest.