I'm struggling.

I've been dealing with depression since I was in third grade. Although I'm 20 now and have seen a few professionals and tried some medication, nothing helps. It's especially bad right now. I hate my body. I'm 5'7, I weigh about 200lbs, and all the excess weight has manifested in my thighs and my stomach. Shopping for clothes is a nightmare, especially with my skinnier friends. I guess I'm just hoping for some support or advice. If you have anything, that would be nice. Thanks for listening.