does it make me a bad mom?

I have a 2 year old and a newborn and I just can't wait for her to be his age. I love it once they're 2 and so much more independent. I can't wait until she's walking and talking and has long enough hair that I can play with. I find babies so boring and needy. I don't want to wish away her baby days because it's such a short time and this is our last but I love older kids. Does it make me a bad parent??