I just had my princess on the 17th and I assume I'm having the "baby blues". I've struggled with anxiety and depression before but honestly since I've been pregnant I've been in a great mood. I had a relatively easy pregnancy and I was so excited to meet my little girl. My labor went well and I didn't think I was going to have any issues at all. My daughter is perfectly healthy, we immediately breastfed and it's been going great, she's already past her birth weight! I just can't shake these anxious thoughts and feelings...I randomly cry for what feels like no reason and it's making me feel like a bad and ungrateful mom. My husband goes back to work on Wednesday and I'm so scared that I'm going to be alone with my daughter all day. My husband is in the military and we live 10 hours from any of our family and friends and it's just hard and lonely...especially being so emotional and having a newborn. My husband is wonderful with our daughter and has been so helpful when it comes to diaper duty and caring for her...I just wish he understood what I'm going through. When I cry he just ignores me or acts like I'm inconveniencing him. He said I should just be thankful that our daughter is perfect and healthy. I am more than thankful, I'm just struggling emotionally and I have no idea why. I guess I just needed to rant and get this off my chest because I'm seriously struggling...