He Infected Me , But I Love Him

I have been dating this guy since April 2016. Our relationship was first based off of sex , but soon enough we started getting feelings for one another . It wasn't long after that , when he moved in with me. He was on and off of work. He finally found a refinery job in October . However, we were not told that the refineries here close for the holiday season . So , again , he was working odd jobs when he could find them. I'm December I went through his phone because I started noticing him being secretive. I found out he had been talking to females on social media . When I confronted him , he said it was only conversation - it wasn't sex! I wasn't convinced so I kicked him out. We ended up getting back together by the end of December. But , he gave up social media & changed his number. I also get the documents of all his calls and texts , and access to his phone whenever I want . I thought we were making progress . Until I went to the doctor at the end January 2017. They tell me I have chlamydia. I'm thinking back to where or how I could have gotten it . I'm telling myself "he didn't cheat!! He couldn't have." When I told him , he completely denied it . Saying maybe when we got tested before we had sex , they missed it and gave him a false negative . However , I still was not convinced . So the next day , I ask him again. He admits that after we broke up in December , him and his friends had sex with one girl . Known as a "flip" ... He says he did it to get it or of his system . I asked how he'd feel if Did the same and he said he would be pissed tf off ... double standard much??? now , I asked him to call his friends to see if they would back that story up (being that the people he named ALL HAVE GIRLFRIENDS) . He didn't . 

I keep telling myself , I know if give him another chance , it could be worse . I could get something that is not curable , and it could ruin me. But , I invested so much into this man. I haven't and can't see myself with anyone else . I think what is holding me is the fact that if I kick him out again , he won't have anywhere to stay . So he will be homeless as well as jobless because he won't have a way to get to work . I love this man too much to see him struggle , even if I think he deserves it ... I don't know if I should just kick him out and not look back (which didn't work in December, when I tried) or if I should let him stay and work on things ... I know I sound crazy but , I really had my future set with this man & there's so much more to it . 

Sincerely , 

Infected & In Love . 😩