boyfriend....

so I'm 4 weeks pregnant and me and my boyfriend just broke up and I have known I've been pregnant and I haven't told him he broke up with me today and I told him finally now he's going around telling everyone I'm trapping him and it's not his kid and he won't be a dad... he's hit me and pushed me and today I found out he was cheating... he asked for a break but I'm so emotional I need him here.... I don't know what to do..? I feel like he doesn't want this kid even though he was the one who asked me to stop taking my birth control he told me he didn't want to use condoms what do I do? I have really bad depression... please can any help me? what can help to get my mind off this......