I've always been very self conscious about my body. After having the baby I felt really good going from being huge back to my normal size(which is 240). Then once that faded away I became really self conscious again. I know this probably sounds lame but the only part of my body I never felt self conscious about was my boobs. I'm a bigger girl but I've always had big perky boobs(SO is a boob man). Since having my LO, my boobs are now flat and "pancake boobs" and I'm now very self conscious about them. I now feel like I completely hate my body and although I'm going to be doing a lot more exercise soon I feel like my boobs will never go back to the way they were and that makes me scared tbh. SO has not seen my naked body or breasts since my milk first came in and they were engorged and perky and I'm afraid of how he will be now that they are flat...