I had the worst dream ever

Last night I had the most traumatic dream! 
I dream we went for our gender scan and they told us it was a boy, I had a panic attack and froze. The next thing I remember is repeating my daughter will never have a sister, she will forever be surrounded by 3 brothers. 
I was devastated she would never have a sister to do girly things with or a special sisterly connection, after that the next thing I felt my waters break and my little 17 week baby followed 😱😱😱 I then felt like it was all my fault, because I didn't want it to be a boy I wanted my daughter to have a sister! So I basically killed my baby with hurt. 
What kind of terrible human am I?! My baby is a blessing no matter what it's gender is. How can I dream such a horrible thing 😭😭😭💔💔

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