Buh bye friends

This topic is so frustrating for me, I feel like since I found out I was pregnant I've had this like anxiety to hang out with friends. Then when I finally am like okay I can do this today I feel okay, they cancel or I just don't hear from them, then I have others getting mad because I don't feel we'll half the time and I can't constantly drive 40 minutes to see people and no one will make the effort to come to me. I just feel like I've lost quite a few friends and I'm just sick of it, I'd like to meet some new friends who are actual friends and want to be in my life. I mean shit I'm a sweet girl I promise lol 😂😂 I feel like being pregnant people think I have a disease or something. Ugh.. Anyone else feel this way?