fear of the future

My biggest fear is ending up in an abusive relationship. My dad is an abuser which I am so sad to say bc I love him and he loves me and treats me like the princess I am. But he was abusive to my momma and the people that came after her. Not an everyday thing but it still happens. And I am so scared that I might end up in one too. (My mom has always made sure I never hold there past against him she wouldn't let me be around him or stay with him if she thought he'd hurt me)