Non medicated pregnancy/ at home water birth.

Samantha
So I've had my heart set on going non medicated since before I even knew I was pregnant. (I'm going to be taking hypnobirth classes to help me prepare) I've even started to look into getting a midwife and doing an at home water birth. Everyone I ask about it/ talk to it about I basically get hated on. And get told I won't be able to do it and how it's impossible. Now my husbands family is trying to get into it trying to tell me to get an epidural and being sarcastic about it, example : "good luck!" Meaning they know I won't be able to do it. My husband said he isn't going to side with anyone about it but I would just want my husband to be supportive and at least back me up about it. By instead he said he isn't going to pick sides since it's his family 😒😔 do you guys think I have the right to be kinda upset with my husband since he isn't backing me up or necessarily taking my side and how his family is trying to say that stuff to me?