anxious

Ok! So I have never ever missed my period before nor has it ever been late before in all my years of having my menstrual. I have been trying to conceive for years. My cycle is usually 23-25 days. I am now on day 30 and no signs of my period. I did spot like over a week ago and now all I'm getting is a little clear white odorless discharge. Any of my mommies out there can help me out please. I want to take a home test so bad but I don't want to see a negative so I'm trying to hold out. But my fingers are super duper crossed lol.