herpes age 17

Okay so I'm 17 and I think I might have herpes but my bf and I haven't really done anything except for oral and we haven't done anything with anyone else. I'm really scared. I haven't told my mom yet because I won't know for sure until Friday I'm freaking out, my bf as well. Could anyone give me advice about telling my mom if I do? Or any uplifting words or prayers? ❤️🙏🏼