Hello everyone..I'm a newbie, 35 years old & TTC our 1st baby.  Although it has been about 6 months of on & off TTC. This is our 2nd cycle of TTC in a very serious manner. It has been only 5 DPO but I'm going insane checking every possible symptoms there is online. Tired of googling about "early symptoms of pregnancy" like every day. I cannot think of anything else even when I'm at work, I'm constantly thinking and trying to track and match my symptoms with that of I find in any articles on google. I'm tired of finding out other people getting pregnant (planned or unplanned), tired of attending babyshowers, babysitting friend's kid, people posting their baby's pictures, announcing pregnancies, especially those people who keep asking you about when we're having a baby!!!!! This whole process seems to be more stressful that I actually thought. It makes me very angry at time & jealous too but at the end of the day, it makes me more sad. And every day I try to stay positive. I'm hoping not to get my next period which is in due in next 9 days. It'll be 4 years this year since me & my husband have been married. I really hope that we will be blessed with our 1st baby in 2017. Praying for a good news & staying positive every day. Good luck ladies..may the baby dust sparkle on all of us👼🏼👶🏻