Tireddddd

Alyssa
I've hit my fertile window a few days ago for the first time after my miscarriage. I was so excited but now I'm just so mixed up. I'm supposed to be 20 weeks, but here I am messing with opks and dying to get pregnant again. I was already pregnant...I should be dying to hold my baby in my arms....I hate restarting. This sucks!!! 
Agh sorry I just needed to vent 😞
Maybe I'll get a surprise on Valentine's Day with a BFP....
One can dream 🍀