I wanna leave.

My "fiance" doesnt give two fucks bout me. Ok so i have my period its like very weird im bleeding alot & its been 6 days with lots of blood cloths& blood i gptta change like every 5 mins. I sneeze it gushes out. Im in pain. Anyways last night we had to grab more pads. I wanted to change in the bathroom but he wouldnt let me. He gave me that slut look if i go out we gonna fight i know his tone & face its gonna go down. I kept telling him i gotta change in the room he said no change right here or you like go out side for what huh? I said change i gotta wipe. He threw the wipes at me & told me to use it i said no i gotta sit cause its bad. Really really bad. So he made me change in the room, blood starts to drip & running down my legs i said wtf wtf wtf. I was crying cause i felt disgusting he laughed & said eww wtf just eww wtf is wrong with you. I said its my period its bad i dont feel good he just laughed... So we went to the store to grab pads. Then we came home he made me bathe the dogs clean up the porch & stuffs i told him i had to pee he wouldnt let me & said bathe the fuckin dogs bitch. Then today he came home from work he gave me that look again no hi nothing & he didnt text me all day it made me mad. I told him im sick & i dont feel good he just said k idc. I was like wtf. Then he threw the dogs at me at my stomach i said i have my period you know that that hurts he laughed & said stfu you cry baby fat ugly fuck then he kick my stomache. Im tired of it im more mad that the fact hes showing me that he doesnt give a fuck bout me.im super in pain ive mever had my period like this & im going crazy. Im tired of him verbally emotionally physically mentally abusive. Im such a fat ugly bitch why cant he love me im sorry im crying cause i hate myself for letting myself love him i cant take it anymore

Edit: Im not the type to cheat 😷 sorry. I wouldnt ever do that to him ever. Even hes done it severl times talking to other girls but i wouldnt ever do that.