worried about gender disappointment

Kenni • Living life in sin city mommy to 6! Everyday is a gift I'm truly blessed.
I really want a little boy so my son will have a companion. All my girls are in the middle and close in age. I'm worried if I find out the baby is a girl I'll be sad. I'll love my baby no matter what but I know I will feel sad for about a day and mourn the what if. This is my last baby coming to terms with that is difficult to.