need encouragement

I need encouragement ladies. I'm about to go through my 4th miscarriage ( HCG levels 244 Thursday dropped to 125 yesterday) I had a MC June of 14 at 6 weeks, pregnant again Aug of 14 delivered a healthy boy at 36 weeks after preeclampsia, MC Sept of 16 at 5 weeks, pregnant right away but at 13 weeks found out baby stopped developing at 8 weeks due to Triploid Syndrome so had to have a D&C January 5th, pregnant right away again but now my levels are dropping. I hate this feeling. My hubby thinks we should wait a while to try again but I don't know if I can. I just want to be pregnant again 😔