embarrassing moment.

So my friend had a baby in December. I was having a debate with myself to see if I could handle visiting her as I have been trying for almost 2 years and was a little blah about it. She also did her fair share of waiting for 2 and a half years so I was really happy it finally happened for her. Anyways I ended up visiting her 3 weeks after her daughter was born. While there her husband called me out on the fact that I didn't visit in the hospital. I told them I didn't think it was appropriate and I waited a bit to visit at home so they could get situated and what not. That was fine after that. I held her baby all day. Then I went to look at newborn pics they took and I completely lost it. I started crying right In front of them. She inderstood and talked me down a bit but I couldn't believe I did that lol. I completely broke down. So needless to say I might have to wait a bit to visit again or make sure I'm a little more emotionally stable the next time lol. My brother and his wife are having a baby in June after 2 months of trying so I'm really interested to see how I react with their baby lol.