Feeling sad and guilty about it

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Just found out a friend that I was going through this infertility journey with is pregnant. She was supposed to start <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> this month and her getting pregnant story is the stuff infertility urban legends are made of. I'm so incredibly happy for her and wouldn't wish <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> on my worst enemy but after 1 failed fresh and 1 failed frozen cycle, I can't help but feel horrible and jealous. And I feel so guilty. She is a wonderful person and truly deserves this. But as happy as I am for her, I'm so sad for me. I feel like I am a horrible person.