Feeling sad and guilty about it

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Just found out a friend that I was going through this infertility journey with is pregnant. She was supposed to start IVF this month and her getting pregnant story is the stuff infertility urban legends are made of. I'm so incredibly happy for her and wouldn't wish IVF on my worst enemy but after 1 failed fresh and 1 failed frozen cycle, I can't help but feel horrible and jealous. And I feel so guilty. She is a wonderful person and truly deserves this. But as happy as I am for her, I'm so sad for me. I feel like I am a horrible person. 
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