AAAAHHH!!!

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I got my BFP!!!! I am in total disbelief, it is SO much stronger than my previous pregnancies BFPs which I'm hoping is a good sign... but scared to be excited as can't face another loss. Wow. Just wow. Can't even think straight.
SO is working away this weekend so won't be home till tonight and doesnt know I was testing... he is home this week rather than away at work as usual so that's good at least. Don't know how I should tell him! 🌈🌈💙💙💙💙