Finally thank god

I finally got a better surgeon to do my spinal fusion !! My Obama care took my last dr away I have been searching the list of available surgeons on my policy and this one is good thank god if I hadn't done this surgery on my neck already I wouldn't have known the difference and could have been stuck with someone who has only operated on cadavers. My husband is so funny he said the dr ran his finger down his back when I wasn't looking lol . My best friend is a single gay man who is a cardiac cathida nurse they would make a cute couple if the surgeon is not taken I think I will bring him to my follow up appt. So I can play cupid .haha My kids are so cool about taking care of me when I get to leave the hospital I am so bless to have 2 beautiful smart children who are so compassionate. I just needed to rant I guess I am nervous this is a big.one very close to my brain stem but I am confident in this dr. I will make it through ok god is watching over me please say a prayer for me I believe that positive energy no matter how far.away it is will help me be strong thank you . Oh and please say a prayer for my children& hubby too they need their mom & wife . And they need the positive energy to not be afraid thank you thank you thank