My husband just texted me to confirm our friends our pregnant

Sam
I'm just so fucking sad right now, and I'm angry at myself because I'm also really happy for our friends but I'm just too sad we aren't pregnant. 
Especially, because I noticed 2 months ago that our friend's wife stopped drinking and meeting up to go drinking (and lie about having liquor in her non-alcoholic drinks) and told my husband. He insisted she wasn't pregnant and then the husband told my husband today. 
All I want to do is be angry at my husband because not only did I tell him so, but he isn't even bothered about how upset I am that we still aren't pregnant. I really, really hate this feeling. :'((( 
I especially have a hard time keeping myself from openly crying at work right now....