I regret losing my virginity to a boy that I only knew for 2 weeks. He tricked me and then told me that it was my fault that I was asking for it. He got me in the back of my car and said he couldn't control his self. I regret falling in love with the boy who will never love me back. Due to me not looking the way he wants me to. I have always been the girl who hated hearself for so long I put on a smile but inside I guess I was hurting. See no one knew that I was battling anxiety for so long until the day before school started I had a break down. And the first thing my family asked was do you need to be committed. I broke down and told my mom that  she didn't need me and that she didn't have to worry about me anymore that I would be okay. I regret my mom having to hear that. I wish that I could have been a lot stronger. I regret not being the smart girl and not being the pretty friend and not being able to make friends.