My husband gets angry with me for scratching his car...

Anna
I am very sad and disapppointed to think that my husband loves his car more than me! He drives a convertible Mazda MX-5, not an expensive car but he just loves it too much
A while ago when I took my driving lessons, he asked me if I want to test drive in his car, and I said yes. But unfortunately I lost control and the car rolled back and hit the garage door, result in scratching and denting his rear bumper. He was so mad at me though I apologize and told him I will pay for the new replaced bumper! 
After that incident, I bought myself a Ford Fiesta and swear I would never drive his car! 
and today, he wanted to change his new hard top so asked me to lend a hand. When lifting the top up to put on the car, it was so heavy for me that for a moment I couldnot lift it up any higher (I'm short and skinny by the way) and it slipped out of my hands a bit and result in scratching the side of the car (just 1 scratching line) and my husband got mad again for that! I said I'm sorry, that's too heavy and I didn't do it on purpose but he was still angry and told me that I always scratch his car
I am really really sad and angry at the same time for how he could value his car so much! We are always unhappy when it comes to this car (we rarely quarrel about anything else)
I just feel not fair for myself and start to hate that car a lot! I really don't wanna go near that car anymore and from now on if we have to go out together, it's either driving in my car or not we not going! Feel so vexed with his attitude!!!