miscarriage

Yesterday I had another ultrasound baby's heart rate was only 48 dr said I'm going to miscarry. There's nothing anyone can do but in the mist of all this I just keep thinking I pray to the lord that my baby is not suffering while slowly fading away inside me! I am currently 8 weeks and 4 days. Baby stopped growing size wise in week 5 it seems. I'm so devastated and I just want to be alone. All in all I am still a mom even though I never touched my baby or held it in my arms!