My babygirl Aubrey has Anencephaly ( she's missing portions of her brain and skull)


Since my first ultrasound my obgyn told us our baby has a birth defect called anencephaly. They don't expect her to live for more than a few hours after birth. I'm now 30 weeks and 3 days and the pressure is building up. I wont leave my bedroom I can't even look at myself anymore. I'm crying all the time. My boyfriend tries to make me feel better but honestly the problem is beyond something he can fix. His mom made a meeting with the funeral director and I completely flipped first it's not her place to do that. But second I think I'm just coming to reality that I won't be bringing my baby girl home. I'm having a hard time preparing for her loss I don't know how to handle carrying her full term just for her to be taken. Any suggestions or advice will be greatly helpful.

Ultrasound picture of her. You can see she's missing a big portion of her head.