how many ladies on here have had early pregnancy bleeding and gone on to have babies??? please

I'm currently (I hope still!) 5 weeks and 3 days pregnant but since late Tuesday have been experiencing red bleeding and some cramping. I have been to dr for bloods, urine and BP tests. He's also sending me for an early scan next week but I don't know what to think? I can't check my apps for baby growing anymore as I'm thinking what if baby's not and I'm still attached to it when I have the scan and they say no sorry there's nothing there? I want to stay positive but at the moment I'm just a bit numb and feeling in limbo.