I feel annoyed and like I want to cry. I can't even put my finger on what it is I'm upset with.

So here's what's happening...

My boyfriend got drunk last night and forgot he talked to me.

No biggy, I have had to many beers before. He works hard and can let lose one evening.

But today he was hungover.

I was supposed to come over and hangout since I haven't seen him in a while.

I knew he was hungover and figured he needed to get some sleep so I offered to come over Friday instead.

Besides, I rather use my babysitter night on an evening he wasn't over tired.

Well the day was fine. I hung with his mom and made appointments for our dogs to get groomed. Was a good day.

Then he gets distant on text. He went to his buddies house. Which I knew he ended up drinking again.

It's almost 9 and he's still there.

I guess I feel jealous.

I know it's irrational.

But I thought I gave up a night to spend with him so he could recover and go to bed.

He also spends every Sunday with his friends, drinking and hanging out.

I part of me feels worried. Is this what is to come if stay with this man?

I guess there's underlaying concerns.

I also get jealous that I can't just go to his place when I want.

I have two kids. I get jealous that I can't just go hang out with him or go to my friends whenever I want.

Why am I being so irrational?

He's allowed to hang with his friends.

Ugh I don't know.

I'm scared to say how I'm feeling because I don't want to make him feel wrong when he's not. It's just a reaction I'm having and can't figure out why.

He does know I'm annoyed, said he could tell but I said it was nothing

sooth the burning?

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