update

Well, I had a talk with my fiancé that was well needed.  I was be honest and calm...and said we needed a break because obviously neither if us know what we want from this relationship.what did he do? He shook his head and laughed😭😭. Then he left the house. I told him I wouldn't be awake when he gets back and all he says is "night". I never ever put myself first...because that would be selfish...just don't know what to do anymore.