so, after a week of feeling miserable because my boyfriend of two years and I are taking some time apart (don't even know if we are officially broken up, not that I want to to be) and after a week of crying and be really sick, I find out that I'm not pregnant. I took a pregnancy test and it came out negative but I've felt really really terrible all week. he is not happy right now and he's trying to "soul search" which I get but I'm so lonely and I feel like I've invested so much.. like I don't wanna lose him after two years of loving him unconditionally and being by his side. He's been my rock through my depression and he's been the best boyfriend to me but now he's not even talking to me because he wants space, he feels like he's "suffocating". I wanted to die, I really did, and I still don't want to live without him but there isn't much I can do. If anyone is religious or anything could you pray for me? I'm unsure of what my next step is but I'm just glad I'm not pregnant and I don't have to feel like I ruined his life by a baby.. I wanted a baby so bad.. but I know he doesn't right now. :/