Holy S#*!

I can't believe I'm 32 weeks today (or 8 months exactly), I have 8 weeks left until my csection (unless I go into labor on my own), I am NOT READY FOR THIS. As uncomfortable as I've been this pregnancy, as much as I've been sick, and exhausted, can I somehow add like 3 months on. 😂. I was not nervous for my first, like not at all, I never even really thought about it, this time I just want to cry and hide from the fact she's about to be here. I can't wait though, I can't wait to see how she will be, but I am not ready. Two under a year and a half is scary for some reason.